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Riona ([personal profile] rionaleonhart) wrote2025-12-12 11:42 am

Are You Allergic To Mallets?

I am still thinking near-constantly about James Sunderland and, going by my experience with the original Silent Hill 2, will be doing so for the next twenty years, but I can spare some time to talk about a little indie game nobody's heard of.

A few weeks ago, [personal profile] proustbot made a post about Death Trick: Double Blind, a murder mystery game taking inspiration from Ace Attorney and Ghost Trick. I like Ace Attorney a lot, and I absolutely adore Ghost Trick, so I was tempted into checking it out.

I stressed myself out more than necessary while playing Death Trick, I think! The game has a time mechanic; you have a certain number of time slots in an hour, and actions like questioning a suspect will take up a slot. Sometimes, these actions will lead to new evidence items that you can use for further questioning.

When I ran into a long sequence where I wasn't getting any new evidence, I started to freak out; was I asking all the wrong questions? Was I going to run out of time and fail to solve the case?

I think the issue here is that I'm used to games automatically moving the plot along once you have all the information you need. Because things weren't moving on, I assumed I was missing something. In fact, I'd already gathered all the necessary information; the reason I wasn't getting new evidence was that I already had everything. But that's not what moves the story along; the story only moves along once a certain amount of in-game time has passed. I should have just relaxed and enjoyed having non-plot-essential conversations with the characters to pass the time.

Anyway! Because my misunderstanding of the mechanics led to me constantly feeling I was playing the game wrong, I started to get a little frustrated with it, although I was enjoying the writing. But then it won me back over with an excellent little mystery-story moment: I noticed a small detail and went 'wait, that's weird??' and started trying to make sense of it, and, in pulling that one thread in my mind, I suddenly found myself unravelling a huge knot of mysteries, some of which I hadn't realised were mysteries until that moment. It was extremely satisfying!

Spoilery details on my sudden revelation below the cut:


Spoilers for Death Trick: Double Blind. )


There is no Death Trick: Double Blind fanfiction on AO3, and I doubt there's a market for any, but a part of me still feels I should write fanfiction where the Detective and the Magician make out.
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Zarla ([personal profile] zarla) wrote2025-12-11 03:31 am

~Hey guys, ladder's loose again

I've got an idea I'm excited about!

I saw some gachapon charms where they had a hook on the top and the bottom, so you could collect them and chain them together! It was a blind bag Deltarune one of course to try and chisel money out of people, but I really liked the idea of being able to chain things together, so I did some designs!

Ladies of course are first )

Also updated the stalker fic! More spooky things happen, haha. My cold is mostly gone, although I have this annoying dry cough. :/

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Bear ([personal profile] tropicsbear) wrote2025-12-10 09:35 pm
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Things You Can Make ChatGPT Write for You

Every warm human word
You could ever have said

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Riona ([personal profile] rionaleonhart) wrote2025-12-09 12:26 pm

Fanfiction: Trouble in Paradise (Silent Hill 2, James/Mary)

After finishing the Silent Hill 2 remake, I watched all the endings. They're all excellently done! But I was particularly struck by the new 'Bliss' ending, which you get if you drug yourself before watching the videotape. I absolutely had to write fanfiction.


Title: Trouble in Paradise
Fandom: Silent Hill 2
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: James/Mary
Wordcount: 1,100
Summary: James and Mary, living in bliss.


Trouble in Paradise )
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Bear ([personal profile] tropicsbear) wrote2025-12-08 10:07 pm
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Damn, I really have missed writing fanfic

I've finally finished this year's Saiyuki fic! Still has to go through a round or two of editing before I can post it, but I should have it up on the usual places before the end of the week.

The original plan was for the fic to be 100% lighthearted and/or funny. Some heavy backstory snuck in at the last minute, which shouldn't surprise me because it's happened multiple times before across different fandoms, and yet it did.

Some thoughts about my writing style. )

All that to say, I almost took this year's Saiyuki fic in a completely different direction than I first wanted. But I decided to stick with the lighthearted vibe for this even if there is that one slightly heavier section. Personally, I think the slight deviation helps make everything else land better.

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Bear ([personal profile] tropicsbear) wrote2025-12-08 12:51 pm
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Linkage

⚠️ Discussions of complications related to childbirth, infant death, birth- and pregnancy-related medical issues

Influencers made millions pushing ‘wild’ births – now the Free Birth Society is linked to baby deaths around the world

By 2024, it was becoming increasingly hard to deny how many babies were dying to FBS mothers. Deaths followed a pattern. First-time mothers – whose pregnancies are known to be higher-risk – attempting freebirths over many days, even a week, after wild pregnancies. Some women went to more than 44 weeks of pregnancy.

Most women who freebirth will have positive outcomes, and for healthy mothers the risks are low. But the radical version of freebirth Saldaya and Norris-Clark pioneered caused alarm even among freebirth advocates.

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Zarla ([personal profile] zarla) wrote2025-12-06 02:17 am

~Where does Coily fit into God's plan for us?

ALRIGHT HERE WE GO should get this down now before things this month start getting really crazy, haha. December is always so busy! I'm ahead of some gifts at least, so that's one less thing to worry about. Wish this cold would just pass though. :/

ANYWAY, if you want a little holiday sketch, leave a comment here and ask for one! These will be quick, silly doodles in Sai - you may want to look at previous years for an idea of what they look like (2024, 2023, 2022, 2021, 2020, 2019, 2018, 2017, 2016, 2015, 2014, 2013, 2012, 2011, 2010, and 2009). Requests are closed on January 1st, so if you want one you got to make it in December. WOOO SIXTEEN YEARS WOOOOO if i'm doing my math right. The images in the old ones are broken on Dreamwidth because they changed how they load http addresses which is very annoying. :/ I'll have to go back manually and fix those at some point uuuuughh. In the meantime you can check the LJ sister post for each year, both entries have different comments and different sketches!

A few stipulations:

-Don't ask for like a million characters. Use your common sense here.
-Don't try to trick me into drawing your kink, that's not cool. >:( At least be up front about it.
-Link me to some reference pictures, unless you know I know the source material pretty well already. Please do this, it saves me SO much time.
-One request per person. Anonymous is fine. Don't try to duck around this. You can make multiple suggestions in ONE comment for me to pick from, but I'll only do one of them.
-I may interpret your request in a way you don't expect - that's the risk you take! No refunds, haha.
-If you're too embarrassed to post the request publicly you can send me an LJ or tumblr note about it.
-If you request something I don't feel comfortable drawing I may ask you to ask for something else.
-I'm way more likely to spend more time on your request if it's something I'm already interested in.

When I finish the sketch, I'll reply to your comment with it, so don't worry that I'm ignoring you, haha. Unless its just a general chatty comment or something. I usually get them done before the New Year but no promises! I'm already starting December sick which isn't great but we'll see how things go, haha.

If you want to do something for me in return, I still pine for my poor lost hat... I really think it's just gone for good but if you did find it it'd be a Christmas miracle, haha. Anything lady-related is a good bet, or Handplates/Vargas/Defrag related as well! Larrykabu things would also be appreciated lol. If you actually want to spend money for some reason (!?), some TF2 taunts would be fun, paid time for Dreamwidth or LJ wouldn't be bad, and rare video game remix albums and stuff would be neat. But I'm just throwin stuff out there. |D

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Bear ([personal profile] tropicsbear) wrote2025-12-06 02:09 pm
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This was also discussed over at [community profile] anime_manga, but I wanted a link here for mirroring reasons as well.

Crunchyroll is destroying its subtitles for no good reason

There is only one conclusion that can be drawn from that: the Funimation-turned-Crunchyroll executives still do not have any respect for anime as a medium. In addition, they seem to be treating Crunchyroll and its ways of doing things as the ways of pirates – which isn’t entirely incorrect, as Crunchyroll’s use of Aegisub and ASS did originate from the ways of pirate fansubbers. But fansubbers deeply care about anime as medium (they wouldn’t be illegally subtitling it for free as a hobby otherwise), which in turn means that the ways fansubbers have developed to subtitle anime are in fact extremely efficient for the job – much better than basically any “industry standards” for subtitling, even.

Like the [community profile] anime_manga OP says, I do remember a time when Crunchyroll was a piracy site. It's why I made an account over there in the first place 😂 (An account I promptly forgot about in favor of torrenting, only to log in again after so many years and be surprised to see that the site was now legit.)

If I were running Crunchyroll, I'd hire a bunch of fansubbers and have them use their preferred software to make high-quality subtitles then use that as my selling point versus other streaming platforms.

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Bear ([personal profile] tropicsbear) wrote2025-12-05 11:47 pm

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✒️ I know I've said multiple times that I want to delete my FF.net account ... but now I also want to start cross-posting stuff between AO3 and SqWA because of the fear that one of them might suddenly disappear one day. The urges directly oppose one another, but I think the main difference is that AO3 and SqWA give me control over my account—I can delete it if I want—while FF.net doesn't. I'm holding off for now because I'm not even done emptying my FF.net, but we'll see.

❓ Is the tiny AO3 username icon not working for anyone else? Or is it just me?

💄 I've cleaned out all my expired lipsticks (donated them to a funeral parlor) and now I don't have a nude lipstick anymore. I poked around the department store for a replacement and decided to try GRWM's lip booze sheer balm in the shade Whiskey and omg. It's so good! Not sticky, made my lips feel super hydrated, and it looks so nice! Now I want to nab the Weng-weng shade.

🐏 I decided it was time to switch up my journal layout again. There's some things I'm trying figure out with the spacing of list items, but other than that, I think it's the perfect layout for TadaAi. Creating the custom layout layer wasn't as difficult as I thought it'd be. Opens up a whole new avenue of layouts for use. (I've been avoiding the ones using custom layers because I was scared of the implementation 😆)

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Riona ([personal profile] rionaleonhart) wrote2025-12-03 11:10 am

You Can't Try Bras On In Front Of James; He'll Find It Very Confusing.

I've just finished the Silent Hill 2 remake!

'James, you can't keep doing this!' I exclaimed, as James prepared to jump down yet another seemingly bottomless pit. I paused for a moment to consider. 'Although he might be thinking the same thing about me. I always have to press the jump button twice before he actually jumps, as if he's going "are you sure it's a good idea to jump into this pit?"'


Notes on the Silent Hill 2 remake, up to the end of the game. )


The ending stats screen gave me two stats that combined alarmingly: I'd been playing for 19h4m, or 1,144m. I'd checked the map 1,131 times. I can't believe I checked the map almost exactly one time per minute.

That's a lie. I can absolutely believe that. I'm frankly surprised it wasn't more; I love checking the map in Silent Hill. It makes me feel so much more secure when I know where I am and where I'm going!

I just darted into the sitting room, where Tem was hanging out, and picked up the Silent Hill 2 remake's box to bring back to my bookshelf.

Tem: Going off to be alone?
Riona: I was just thinking that it does look like that. 'James and I are going to go upstairs now.'
Tem: 'James and I are just going up to my bedroom.'

What a fantastic remake! It's so clearly built on a deep love for the original game, and that really pays off. I absolutely loved it. It's been so good to spend time with James Sunderland, one of my most longstanding and unfortunate blorbos.
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Zarla ([personal profile] zarla) wrote2025-12-03 12:42 am
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~Is that your head creaking or is it the floorboards

Blllughhhh I caught a cold at some point over the weekend and I feel out of iiittt. It's not super bad right now but it's not pleasant!

I keep meaning to make posts and then I keep getting different ideas for them, and then some of them need more set-up, and then I just get distracted or can't find the time to just sit down and write one and I SHOULD WRITE HERE MORE OFTEN. I should have at least posted pics of Gatsby now that his fur has grown back! He seems much more comfortable now, although he does yowl a lot at night. Such a loud boy. But then I have to upload the picture and it's like bluughhh OKAY FINE I'M JUST GONNA DO IT IT'S NOT THAT HARD

Just one )

Anyway, some of the other things I was thinking of doing was - a Sims 4 post since I found where my other screencaps went (I should make some Larry and Kabu sims), a Xanth post, a sketch post, a Handplates reminiscing post, a language post... Just gotta decide on oneee although maybe when my head doesn't feel so stuffed up.

I got some little shaker Papyrus keychains made a while back, I'm not sure if I've mentioned them here before? From the blue magic comic where he gets thrown into the walls lol. I finally put them up for sale but I only had like fifteen and they sold out like, instantly. I'm gonna do a restock though! So many people were so sad not to get one, haha. Although packing them up was a bit of a chore... and I had to eat some of the shipping costs since I mis-estimated... but still! I like thinking of them out there making people happy.

I also got an idea for another little keychain, a plush one of Gaster so you can slap him around lol. I'm not sure how those'll come out, so we'll have to see. :O Gonna restock the stickers too, and get some Vargas pins. :O The Vargas pins are one of my bigger concerns at the moment... I had a lot of ideas, but I just felt like I was drawing like garbage the whole time. I did finish some little chibis but I don't know, maybe they look weird, maybe they won't make a good pin, i dunno I DUNNO. I guess we'll find out :O I'm not sure how much demand there is for Vargas stuff in comparison to Handplate stuff but I guess I'll find that out too lol.

It's hard for me to come up with an idea that seems clever enough to turn into something physical! I was thinking about a little printed notepad too, but I couldn't think of a design for it... I want Handplates AND the Ladies AND Vargas and what is the overlap there! I don't know! So I thought about maybe just a joint design with all of them on there in various corners lol. Thing is of course, I have to get a minimum of 60 little notepads, and that's a lot... particularly if I don't even know if anyone would want one. I'd like to make a Lady button too, and a Lady keychain, and I just keep drawing blanks for the designs aaa. Lately I just hate everything I'm drawing, it's frustrating. :/ I want to draw and then when I do it's just THIS SUUUUCKSSSSSS and I'm sure it's just me but it's annoying!

I should probably open the sketch requests soon too but eh I feel so tired lately, this month is always so busy. :O Just want to relax for a day or two to wait out this cold... I hope it isn't anything serious. It's not crippling or anything right now but it's only been a day or two, it could get much worse.

I've been working on this animatic based on the spooky gym sequence in the stalking fic (there's a second chapter now btw!) and I feel like it's taking forreeeveeerrrr I massively underestimated how much time it'd take. I'm only a few frames from the end though... I'm so close...

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Riona ([personal profile] rionaleonhart) wrote2025-12-01 05:59 pm

It's Hard To Be The Only Person At An Orgy.

It's time for the end-of-year fic meme! As is tradition, I'm doing this right at the start of December, because I'm impatient. Last year I ended up posting two more fics after doing the 'end-of-year' wrapup. I evidently learnt nothing from this.

I've written a lot of little ficlets throughout the year, e.g. for promptfests, but for the purposes of this meme I'm only counting fics I've posted to my main AO3 account, or I'm going to get overwhelmed by indecision.


Number of fics written in 2025: thirty. You can find them on my AO3 account: [archiveofourown.org profile] Riona.

Fandoms: Danganronpa, Danganronpa 2, Danganronpa: Despair Time, Project: Eden's Garden, Final Fantasy XVI, The Coffin of Andy and Leyley, Severance, The Hundred Line, Horizon Zero Dawn, Deltarune, Star Trek DS9, Kingdom Hearts, Metaphor: ReFantazio, House MD. Ten videogame fandoms, three television fandoms, one web series. Mainly things I've written for before; only four of these are new additions.

One crossover: Kindred Spirits (The Hundred Line/Horizon Zero Dawn), in which Yugamu and Nil bond over their shared passion for murder.


End-of-year fic meme, 2025. )


Here's to the next year of writing! And... possibly also the next month of writing, because this is by no means the actual end of the year.

I just tried to post this, and the Dreamwidth post editor told me 'you can't post this, it's got an unclosed italics tag'. Which is a useful feature! Unfortunately, Dreamwidth did not specify where the tag in question was, and there are ninety-four italics tags in this post, so I had a real adventure tracking it down.
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Zhelana ([personal profile] zhelana) wrote2025-12-01 06:58 am

140 in 1400 List

Checking in on goals

Finished This Month

Cook 12 times 2025


Progress this Month

Exercise every day in 2025
Brush teeth 360 times in 2025
Shower weekly 2025
Art Every Day 2025
Write in Spanish every day of 2025
Finish my memoirs
Write weekly 2025
Read 2 pages of Spanish every day 2025
Clean 2 minutes per weekday 2025
Clean 10 minutes per week 2025